No matter who you are, where you came from, and what you're running after. At some point in history, you'll have to accept that nothing you do will give you the life you wish to have, because if you were meant to live it, you'd have it ages ago.
So, because of this website, I've gotten way more attention than I wish I had, and many people from many nationalities started to be interested in my personal life as someone who's "wealthy" and open to talk about their experiences, and not too closed in their own shell to just miserably live their lives without interacting with anyone ever. First of all, I need to say that the life I'm living right now has always existed and will most probably never fade away, because at some point, I had to aknowledge that having ambitious dreams, that were currently out of my reach, was a total waste of time. I'm too bad with words too and I'm currently struggling to write down my ideas for this last article, but hang on. I'll try to digest it.
The meaning of wealth, success and goals may vary from person to person due to experience and the current level of knowledge they have. What I consider wealthy, might be a waste of potential for some, but might be average to those who live it everyday. Now, what I consider to be an acceptable and respectable goal in life, might not even be a possible option for most people around me. But that doesn't mean I'm not allowed to dream higher or that I need to stay in the same place I once stood just because a group of people told me it was impossible. Sometimes, it just means these people who've heard my story and my ambition, are simply not in the same worldview I am, and even though I'd like to shrug it off and say these people are just silently miserable, it's undeniable that you cannot convince a fly to stop eating shit when you're a bee that's happy about polen. They'll think you're nuts anyway, and adopting their ideologies to your life will only harm you.
As I'm writing this, I realize that the second main problem this planet runs around on (with hedonism being the first one) is using another person's life to dictate yours. Sometimes you had a better education than that one person you think is successful, and because self-loathing exists, you end up burning down your whole story because you want to be and feel accepted by a third party group you consider to be important so they can accept who you are, only for you to realize, later in life, that this group wouldn't do a fraction of what you did if you asked them to. It ends up hurting you and your pride won't let you tell others (and yourself) that you've wasted a good portion of your life wearing a mask to fit somewhere you weren't supposed to be in the first place. Now, ask yourself if that's a fair game. It's not.
Chances are, you didn't have a solid foundation and now spends your whole day on the internet wishing to be seen. Wishing to launch a successful clothing brand that claims to be disruptive while copying the same formula 50 other brands have done in the past and are currently doing using the same excuse as you are. Seeing something as unfair should tell you enough about what you're doing, and not about how a certain aspect of society works around it's chosen people. If you stopped worshipping humans, ideologies and whatnot, you'd see that everything that is around you might collapse. And that's not your fault by itself, but you need to aknowledge that some things built upon desperation and thirst won't last properly due to the respect that's been put around it.
What I'm trying to say is, not everyone is meant to be the same. You're not meant to carry the cross I am carrying and I'm not supposed to carry yours, that's not how dignity and self respect works. You need to first understand what you came to this planet for before you do anything, because it literally might cost you your life if you're not careful on your decisions. Be aware that we are currently living in a civilization that is extremelly capitalist and might try to sell you a lifestyle you're not supposed to have. Everyone profits from something and if you're not careful, you might end up not being yourself and collapsing way harder than anything. Be careful and do not accept or adopt ideologies just because they're somewhat attractive or appealing. I need you to shut down external influences before you decide to do anything important.
Trust Jesus before anything, and never ever settle for less. Respect yourself and do not ruin your life over someone else's path.
You'll die wishing to have the life I'm living now. Keep running while I'm sitting down.